Soo i'm sitting on my grandparents couch watchin the olympics and just pondering a bunch of stuff....
u may be wonderin y i'm at my grandparents at 11 at night when i should be at my house with my family...well the thing is I no longer have a family that is together.....
about 2 weeks ago my mom after 3 1/2 years of un-happiness finally decided that enough was enough and left my dad....i knew this was goin to come but i was never expexting it to be this soon....but it gets better...bec. my mom left and told my dad that she wasn't comin back no matter what my dad decided to take matters into his own hands and filed for divorce... now a court date is goin to get set and that will determine who gets what.... ya its been hard on me but nothing compared to how the rest of my family has been dealing with it...me not bein home it has been a lot easier for me to ajust to everythin and to just be able to accept what has happened and move on...but as for my family....my bro seems to be a totally different person in a good way...at first he was very quiet and didn't talk to anyone...i think it was just a matter of not really knowin what to do or say...but now....totally different...he's the most jokin, laughable, talkitive kid i have ever met...idk what happened but its kinda freaky in a good way! :) my mom is dealin with it as well as she can...i think that she's just tryin to deal with it in the most civil way possible...my dad on the other hand i think is just really goin thro the lonely stage...he called me tonight and just said he wanted to talk but in realitiy it wasn't a convo at all...it was just him talkin like i was sittin right there watchin tv with him...its just i think he's really strugglin with havin the whole house to himself with no one around...its just all around of course not the best thing but i've had a lot of great friends who have helped me get to the point that i'm at now...and i do believe and this is what i've clung to ever since the first night that this has all went down...that God will bring somethin good outta this situation....it seems like everyone likes to keep on the negitive side of things but honestly this has to be part of God's plan otherwise it wouldn't have happened...so i'm just clinging to the fact that God's goin to bring something good outta this now its just a matter of waitin and seeing....
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
just tryin this out...
I figured now that i'm offically livin in des moines and its so much easier to get on here anyways then always talkin to people of facebook i would give it a shot....Here's whats been goin on in my life...a lot has changed in the past year and its so crazy....
Well offically i'm a college grad...ya i know crazy i just started last august and i'm done how can that be....well of course i went to la james and that is a 12 month program but since i went extra hours and worked my butt of goin to school 50 hours a week and workin at the roadhouse 20 hours a week i got to graduate a month early....all fine and dandy but then came the hard part......or so i thought...i began lookin for a job.... my mom was really gettin on me bec. of the fact that she wanted me to have a job lined up even tho i wanted to take a break before startin in on a job...so 2 days after i graduated i went out and looked for a job...i only applied at 2 places....regis in valley west and sport clips on 86th....thinkin i would be gettin a call from them with in the next week or so...i no sooner walked out to my car from regis and called my mom to tell her where i applied and i got a phone call from regis themselves sayin they wanted to set up an interview for the next day...i was really happy and couldn't wait...and that day they hired me on the spot and i started on august 4.... so now i'm workin every day but wednesday and thursday and so far absoluetly lovin it.... So there for i only had bout a month of summer and in that time i did a lot.... I went home for a while just to be at home bec. i hadn't been able to since i moved up here for any length of time...the only time i would be home would be a max of 24 hours at a time...then after that i decided that i really wanted to go see one of my old high school friends bout the only person i keep in touch with from high school and she lives all the way down in mount ayr....wow what a drive.... i had a ton of fun but then that weekend i went to derbies that my family needed my help at...so i drove from mount ayr to osky in one day...it was quite a long day but it was really fun....then after that weekend i needed to come home bec. of the fact that i had to be outta my apartment on the 31st...so that day was full of movin me... and now right now i'm livin at one of my friends house...she lives with her parents but its a fun awesome enviorment and i only have to pay 100 a month which i figured can help me get well on my feet.... so ya other than that not a whole lot different....
Well offically i'm a college grad...ya i know crazy i just started last august and i'm done how can that be....well of course i went to la james and that is a 12 month program but since i went extra hours and worked my butt of goin to school 50 hours a week and workin at the roadhouse 20 hours a week i got to graduate a month early....all fine and dandy but then came the hard part......or so i thought...i began lookin for a job.... my mom was really gettin on me bec. of the fact that she wanted me to have a job lined up even tho i wanted to take a break before startin in on a job...so 2 days after i graduated i went out and looked for a job...i only applied at 2 places....regis in valley west and sport clips on 86th....thinkin i would be gettin a call from them with in the next week or so...i no sooner walked out to my car from regis and called my mom to tell her where i applied and i got a phone call from regis themselves sayin they wanted to set up an interview for the next day...i was really happy and couldn't wait...and that day they hired me on the spot and i started on august 4.... so now i'm workin every day but wednesday and thursday and so far absoluetly lovin it.... So there for i only had bout a month of summer and in that time i did a lot.... I went home for a while just to be at home bec. i hadn't been able to since i moved up here for any length of time...the only time i would be home would be a max of 24 hours at a time...then after that i decided that i really wanted to go see one of my old high school friends bout the only person i keep in touch with from high school and she lives all the way down in mount ayr....wow what a drive.... i had a ton of fun but then that weekend i went to derbies that my family needed my help at...so i drove from mount ayr to osky in one day...it was quite a long day but it was really fun....then after that weekend i needed to come home bec. of the fact that i had to be outta my apartment on the 31st...so that day was full of movin me... and now right now i'm livin at one of my friends house...she lives with her parents but its a fun awesome enviorment and i only have to pay 100 a month which i figured can help me get well on my feet.... so ya other than that not a whole lot different....
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