Soo i'm sitting on my grandparents couch watchin the olympics and just pondering a bunch of stuff....
u may be wonderin y i'm at my grandparents at 11 at night when i should be at my house with my family...well the thing is I no longer have a family that is together.....
about 2 weeks ago my mom after 3 1/2 years of un-happiness finally decided that enough was enough and left my dad....i knew this was goin to come but i was never expexting it to be this soon....but it gets better...bec. my mom left and told my dad that she wasn't comin back no matter what my dad decided to take matters into his own hands and filed for divorce... now a court date is goin to get set and that will determine who gets what.... ya its been hard on me but nothing compared to how the rest of my family has been dealing with it...me not bein home it has been a lot easier for me to ajust to everythin and to just be able to accept what has happened and move on...but as for my family....my bro seems to be a totally different person in a good way...at first he was very quiet and didn't talk to anyone...i think it was just a matter of not really knowin what to do or say...but now....totally different...he's the most jokin, laughable, talkitive kid i have ever met...idk what happened but its kinda freaky in a good way! :) my mom is dealin with it as well as she can...i think that she's just tryin to deal with it in the most civil way possible...my dad on the other hand i think is just really goin thro the lonely stage...he called me tonight and just said he wanted to talk but in realitiy it wasn't a convo at all...it was just him talkin like i was sittin right there watchin tv with him...its just i think he's really strugglin with havin the whole house to himself with no one around...its just all around of course not the best thing but i've had a lot of great friends who have helped me get to the point that i'm at now...and i do believe and this is what i've clung to ever since the first night that this has all went down...that God will bring somethin good outta this situation....it seems like everyone likes to keep on the negitive side of things but honestly this has to be part of God's plan otherwise it wouldn't have happened...so i'm just clinging to the fact that God's goin to bring something good outta this now its just a matter of waitin and seeing....
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